The Conspiracy In The Conspiracy

It has become the new trend. Conspiracies are everywhere. "They" are out to get us. "They" want us to be blind to their schemes and manipulation. "They" have us believing their propaganda. "They" have enslaved us. "They" are behind everything poisonous and dangerous.

I am concerned now. I am not as much concerned with "Them" as I am with the people who have joined the movement against "Them". I will be the first to admit that there are many things corrupt in this world. I will also tell you that I believe on some level corruption is necessary. I am a believer in The Divine and therefore I believe that the Divine is in all things, including corruption. The corruption, in the way I see it,  has been created for no other use but to draw mankind to his purpose and his Creator. Now I know for some people I am a bit off my rocker and that is okay. The reason I am explaining this is because I am more afraid of the zealous belief in US vs THEM. The separation. The we are the righteous and we know the truth and you little stupid people over there are being misled by "Them"....Sound familiar? It does to me also. Sounds a bit like false religion and the many faces of self loving ego.

I am an advocate of being educated. I am an advocate of eating healthy. I am an advocate of being knowledgeable and aware. I am an advocate of digging deeper. I am an advocate of making the right choices for me. I do not advocate being arrogant to the point of thinking that what is right for me is right for everyone else I come in contact with. I do not advocate that somehow if they refuse to follow or engage in my way they are less than I am.

I once engaged in ignorance. I ate very unhealthy. I walked around unaware. I felt at ease with a surface mind and empty thoughts. At times I still engage in these habits and behaviors.

I still want love and acceptance. I still want forgiveness. I still want validation that I am exactly where I am supposed to be in my life. I still want to be led to truth through the Divine however the Divine chooses to speak that truth to me, even if it is through "Them". I still want the freedom to choose what is good and true, not have it forced out of me or made to feel so guilty I falsely submit.

I guess I am a believer that I am responsible, me, not "Them" for my life, for my choices, for my beliefs.